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Still, to maintain focus, yet override the details otherwise carried along by the fret, short sighted activity, lending one or a varied self to exigency regarding the benefit of seeing thoughts as space.

Like stepping through slight displacements, onward instead of returning to areas no longer conjoined, kindred aspects relegated as unreachable territory exempted as much as it is subject to a fixed role.

Attention tends to sway, pulled by levelled levers levied unevenly, even with inversely scaled levity weighing down evenly, at least as it aspires to do away with a steady series of strides, methodically yonder, despite a presence or proximity, separate, so that select qualities can circulate unhindered.

Easy does require consistent doses of impediments, nullifiers, taking over any elseways public space, dousing it all with reiterated, worn, expectations underscored by cyclically configurated interaction routines, because of perceived comfort or security extracted out of endpoints rather than the transit surroundings, seen as scenes giving opportunities.

Seemingly attentive, but only to the inward spaces obtained with diversions, forced structures, props maneuvered in order to funnel specific expressions entrusted to an evocation in a constant collision.

Timed as if purpose was merely a flurry of actions interspersed with odd efforts to acquire resources meant to portray as much as to represent abundance excerpted from a locale and leaving insatisfaction scattered as if no other connection were possible.

[2023/06/01-30]

At what point did the choices become so unreliable because of an unrelatability of constant shuffling supplementing any possibility for an actual search overwhelmed by that apparent vastness and voracity lingering in spite of course and also perseverance undercut as per rote ruling without responsibility taking any role in participation even as a concept experimented upon with uneven handed readjustments leaning on the leant rather than on the rationales yielded from a system that anticipates the antics.

Could the cause be the steely focus on uncertainty overlapping alongside no reluctance to distraction necessitated but only due to overabundant emphasis characterized by a tendency to sift out dissension essentially appropriating all the effort to adjust proportionately according to perceived expectation tangled up and tumbled down the path of demolition underwritten by short term goals for long haulings annotated as downturns due to downtime on capacity levered against the compulsory urge to accumulate.

Tensed by a temporality contained by contemplation retracted in favor of retraced frivolous reactions ambivalent to the ambiance as it is often ambulant nurturing of volume over value not with resolution save for the default normalized transactional mode indelibly encrusted in suchlike segmented cultures engaged in enragement by accentuating the exterior niches that prop up the more transitory priorities collecting caches in new customs akin to contagion extrapolated from moving shadows upon a framework.

[2023/04/01-30]

Of all the probabilities, why only the one opinion verified, in the sense that it is chosen above any extraneous seeming framework which folds an order, rationally deemed inadequate to support most of we as opposed to providing apologies that uphold avid behavior claiming a crisis of continuous scarcity, ostensibly holding a baseline, beneficial for most uses that by default require fees few can pay out, nullifying options closer to an effort for equity, demonstrated more than stated, favoring ambiguity.

Rationing by force, not necessity, reveals a truth adjacent to any consideration beyond a commonality tentatively inherent once one relates with another in space and time experienced however individually or uniquely as is obviously characteristic of self nestled within and among a persistent physicality, impressive, but only so much as it can be avoided, near as it is to excuses favored by exceptionality garnered readily, wherever detachment is the norm, supposedly of the essence, rather than the custom.

Summarily, rules apply in a wanton manner, adapted especially for the sake of interest often discrete per the justification of activity conducted aside, abundantly apparent so as to seem easily justified redundantly, a foundation vanishing in perpetuity, aspirations fusing into facets singular yet common to even or particularly transitory place positions exempted from homogenized notions of universality, lingering merely to assess some asset availability yielding incentives to change, absolutely nothing.

Overabound limitable rationings mainly separately!

(2023/03/01-31)

When is a path ever new, or at least doubled down?

Do you retread or retreat or even repeat or repent regarding routes rendered readily redundant, right down to the details taking toll, defined too taut, like trying to jumble the meaning of what with who so even reactions can lean too hard, into any nary ordinary situation, subject to repetitive diction?

Are spaces supposed to scatter, into segmentation?

Or could it be a disconnection, due to the impulse incentivized by the insatiable lure of progression driven, spirited by meshes of incessant sensations emphasizing the especially improbable reiterations in order to transfer arbitrariness into permanence , not recognizing how before becomes again, again?

You as just the result of accumulated interaction?

Or, is the emphasis more about the objects wielded in a manner reflective of the need for a symbiosis foiled, systematically, by overlapped expectations coupled with the race to rush, to over and out, do as is customary, interest and imagination, summed, seems to widen the seam rather than sew it closer?

Real positions impede means, to reel in ambitions?

Do that which you must means the ability to muster the where, with all that happens to be surrounding the diffused attention, meaning not really at hand or immediately discernible, because of limitations only mentally circumvented, with acquisition modes superseded solely with slapdash huddle formations?

[2023/02/01-28]

Not exactly oblivious, yet attentive only aloofly, as it can even be, naturally, considered displaced inasmuch as layers tend to indicate a permeability intrinsic to the effort in aspiring to permanence, much like stepping over some ever familiar terrain in patterns that tend to end up like vain matters, either marking possible steps within a specificity or cluttering the shared paths with arbitrariness, an excess that demonstrates its very own absurdity in the lack of balance between wanting and needing or how either aspiration is beholden to a solidity nonetheless obedient, to the elements of illusions framing only the reflection of our own limitations up against or when amongst a teeming reactive flow favoring pauses meant to highlight spaces, silence interspersed within the gapes made by trajectories sectionalized in order to establish that diversity understood as fixed states, versus evolving traits nevertheless emanated from a base, flexible enough to sort through the myriad fabrications, so ornate in the details, drawn over defining circumstances, wherein clarity is sifted through sharp contrasts, the transitions blur certainty, into possibilities framed as passageways, just beyond narrow openings led from physicality through thoughts, so situated that even light and shade gets stuck in imitations carried, and yet varied, repetition can even shift if faced with contradictory, or antagonistic views coexisting or simultaneously conveyed, constantly, stretching out perspectives, but toward distortion of even perception, creating a codified cacophony.

[2023/01/01-31]

The waiting weight balanced with horizon onsetting countered by the limits presented within decisions sorted out through inconsistent constant movements indicating the predominance of intention over will made even more obvious via bludgeoning structures.

Patterns in progression flattened out with finesse while the generated noise is only used to distract an attention otherwise predisposed to the evidence of the transitory conditions altering impermanence or the vacuity in using fixed points to fill self.

The ability to simply be has become quite a luxury at once elusive as it is determined by specificity or rather as stated elsewhere not ever being other at least as perceived which ends up meaning at all because setting a self aside justifies exceptions.

At best temporality signals the worth of gratitude given for the acknowledgment of a unique existence among all and everyone without it being each other insisting on the distinctions keeping us all apart notwithstanding the dynamic fastening us together.

Senses have to separate from varied preconceptions in order to disengage from the more viscous cycles built around and over otherwise free flowing paths worn and shed as a result of an irregular interest regarding the perpetuation of a fluctuating value.

What do options represent when they are contracted to unequivocal positions meant to hegemonize roles reinforcing a reiteration that requires stagnation so that the schematics develop into an expectation wherein trauma is at once identity and so reacted.

[2022/11/01-30]

Adjustments meant just to add a value specificity, wherein traits inherent to a space become variable instead of varied aspects of recalled experiences, rerouted damage remnants represented as spectacles , shuffled memories, expected also to be displayed as evidence of acquiescence to programmed offenses (salvaged from concentration, yet not conflation), so that the veneer substitutes an inner reflection , which in turn transforms a gaze into projection, the huddled in moments, leading to the expectation of all manners by which consequences are neglected and transposed, onto a constancy of plodding ahead , through the intricacy of the narrowest of paths, so moving to cover basic needs becomes cumbersome, some sort of competition, based on perceived merit accrued according to a lack of specific qualities, as if a negative to being can add up to some worth discernible beyond considerations akin to likeness , or ever differentiated from all the tug and flow required to sustain the complexity of not to know, for it takes more than accumulation to really grow enough to stop rationalization for above and below while the levels tend to be flattened in a clutter by all appearances meant to presuppose a precipice , mostly because the signifiers tend not to budge, at best circumvented or at worst becoming identity , atomized, itemized, set apart in some permanence merely indicated as a way but actually only deters any effort serving to navigate through realization of the haphazardous outcomes of averting pitfalls, the characteristics tending to loop in characters.

[2022/10/01-31]

[The positions are tempered, pressed over, timed.]

[While watching, lines of sight are, only slight.]

[Once as a confluence of segments, not congruent.]

[It was a while before the fragments would align.]

[Patience wanes, but not for want of maintenance.]

[The belated bled over into the lately delivered.]

[Usually more than tends to cause unease, lately.]

[Because the rifts are moreso apparent than seen.]

[Questions come, abound, but all so cluttered up.]

[A temptation for to slither through the slivers.]

[The artifice rests easily on assumptions, right?]

[Owing mostly to bottom lines, based on the rest.]

[Whereas normality slides easily off expectation.]

[Currently catching up but, not so effectively...]

[...specifically, when the motions fail to emote.]

[With the carry on, the loads become the burdens.]

[Then the transit becomes bypassing the barriers.]

[Otherwise serving as a shield, against severity.]

[Is it only palpable if the pressure drives down?]

[Escape routes seem to emphasize loner movements.]

[Focus on the more common aspects of the passage.]

[The constant tug can tune out the overall flows.]

[Along with subtle reminders about ups and downs.]

[Wherefore has ceased to be a where, or what for?]

[Accept the urge to forego all the too far ahead.]

[Because the array can envelop and not constrain.]

[As long as focus remains on we, and not just me.]

[So, it can only help if the messages stay clear.]

[And again, not the cavernous communication scam.]

[That tension between turbulence and possibility.]

[September 1-30, 2022]

Destinations detached from any notions of destiny, where arrivals become departures, so intermingled, evidenced especially with overlapped expectations.

If the point of viewing leans too much on the site , then a countered balance invites more proximity.

Or a wait, the weight of disengagement, continuing along patterns set and so recall motions, repeated enough to shift to innocuity though not unnoticed, because sightings, even sideways, indicate intent.

And yet, clarity is not a requisite for the search when the possibilities are many, as points of view can suggest transiting as a means of comprehending how a wider view can bespeak the worth of variance , all that potential in noting distinguishability.

The traceability of touch might cause some tension because ephemeral tends to be a more natural state than, say, seeking out some causation in disorder, when even an approximation almost dissipates logic while the consistency of curiosity could confound, if only repetition would show without distraction.

So discerning the filters through which perception strains to segmentalize hasty aspects of existence bends, stretches, twists, all wound up sentiments.

Inviting healthy, yet omitted doses of rumination.

When distribution dismembers, producing detachment , a lightness helps to navigate, through darkness.

Where thoughts flow best, amidst a flurried motion withstood most suitably with distilled viewpoints.

That and acknowledging the futility of exclusivity , as can be seen clearly despite mixed signalling, the hurry in the gait blurs the worry in the wait.

(2022/08/01-31)

The task required wandering around but with intent in order to capture moments along with specificity while also allowing the views to wonder about time pressing against its own limitations within a span describing rather than defining conditional habits echoing expectations that truly tether impressions especially during the occasions between localities when attention is either disarranged or enthralled accordingly as light pushing out in longer shadows giving way to movement with exaggerated contrasts.

Whereas wonder should always linger about normalcy because when is circumstance dependent on a reason as plain or solid as any actions carried on or out simply to situate an existence to a fixed location when any movement can induce spontaneous reactions where improvisation can even seem to be consistent while considering transitory interactions fixtures refusing to acknowledge any futility in refinement highlighted by the elegance requisite to restraint unmistakably on view with the simplest of stances.

So reel in the details as testament to the evident among the varied purposes determined by situations moving in conditions delineated by functionalities expressed by gestures eluding clarity deliberately refracted subsequently with a focus on distraction readily available via allusions about desirability mediated most tellingly through layers of barriers as compelling as a manner suggesting starting over yet never failing to reveal the limits to movement or the price to pay for settling on comfort alone.

Offered up to appreciate the fruit of past effort.

(2022/08/01-31.)