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The walk through can include blurring the confines suggested by the erosion of matter against itself, or wondering at any result obtained by overlapping a moment paused, echoed over through contemplation and recognition of the physical limits in pathways carved out with no direct memory of any direction, or purpose apparent, discernible, yet identifiable mostly as a mirror, fogged, by excessive proximity because the effort tends to be retracing patterns, tempered by transit, that invitation to wonderment activated also with an attention to displacements, yet ever wary since opportunity requires advantage dependent more on position, that unequal balancing on a lever, the switch and bait, it is not a scale generating shares that are equal only in segments, so that rush to acquire even seems individualized, a feat never accomplished without some compulsion, the energy gathered from the instinctual gathering rerouted, odd, when barriers become so acceptable, placated or even tamable when a function coincides especially with ephemeral and yet solid interests, the transitory emphasized over the trip, a journey comprised of a series of sifting and sorting steps assembling, but merely to rationalize dissociation not so much occasioned as surrendered to evidence, the impediments disguised as some useful structure sustaining the view of a highly reflective reality blending any perspective into a constant cacophony spread out freely within a strict, stiff framework leading yet not guiding, a stray array of circuits patched together, to sustain, in order to contain.

(2022/01/01-31)

There is never enough for all if all is just a few cutting through the contrasts with the dull edges, blunt instruments, scribbles that pretend to emote while behavior becomes habits no longer debatable, made all the more evident, because of no discourse other than leading astray with that sentimentality that tends to emphasize the top down push of tiers delivered with an emphasis on a superficial veneer effective enough to benefit from the gaps between, an allotment of slots, shuffled to resemble choice or options, revealing mostly gaps in the passersby as the efforts to congregate are conditioned, bent to shape, to shift, or direct the flow of movement along paths predetermined to sustain, all the same sensations, comforts made attainable by uniformity propelled onward into a fixed arc, but not beyond, queued up with all the rest for that, all the rest being never a natural progression, so ably impeded and touted as only an option, meaning the only one eligible to be aligned with or invited to pass up, but certainly offered as an exclusive opportunity, readily available, upon acceptance of uneven terms laid out plainly and propagated by simple gestures requiring complicity while never seeming implicit, while the fewest of exceptions never make the rule a tendency to pause and seek a lightness clarifies the transitions, or harsher traits, of opportunity ever leaning on the where for explaining wherefore whereas a more honest assessment points to access, the who gets to play facilitating who gets the pay as if options are possible only within some limit.

[2021/12/01-31]

Some habits, the oldest, are not often the boldest options, if chosen, or not, tend to tighten a knot designed to strap, to bind enough to make us blind to any other possible way beyond the obvious sway, so the path to take, alone, is not so neatly shown or revealed so plainly because wondering is mainly a feat reserved to youth, like relaying some truth or wanting to ask again, again in order to explain reasons for the questions which allow suggestions, in order to reorder thinking, whilst still linking the steps in a sequence that echo like a frequence meant to recover the ease in preventing the unease that tends to come about when one makes do without gestures that lean toward kindness without reward, instead of the normality, that needs not formality to carry on through days, insisting on harder ways adopted haphazardly, in haste, so carefully spaced and laid out in strides, yet hurrying always hides the lack of actual planning, a tradition, spanning the gamut of predictability, reducing all mobility along a flattened plane while emphasizing the pain inherent, in due course, of withstanding the force by replacing any travel with efforts that unravel, to a point where thought is available to be bought instead of being found, discovered, carried around and opened up with talking, even with some walking through time, with curiosity, supplanting velocity with attention, an intent focused on what is meant plus the capacity to tell if a reality is parallel by using any other sense that circumvents offense.

[2021/12/01-30]

Wherein we tend to trust that us versus the tried.

In what order is it possible to shake off, others?

Limits seem to encourage urgency, ever held still.

Loosening the grip, then, slowens enough to allow?

Entrenchment certainly strengthens, only weakness.

Needless leads to lessened strain, only confusion?

Ostensibly, access to excess requires apt facades.

Understanding the excuses then implies validation?

Guarantees still presuppose a sharing disposition.

Having or not can include all, except restitution?

Treading traces only erase paths, that go, beyond.

Once is, yet again, subject to fateful repetition?

Engaged, as much in expectation as in fulfillment.

Needs, developed according to each desire ability?

Gestures, at least, are effortless, mostly shared.

Entwining, by default, or in order to intermingle?

Needled or led, distinctions made by distractions.

Decisions are subjugated by excisions, to choices?

Expect the exceptions, when relying on exemptions.

Ready to listen abjectly, or only to alike voices?

Besides the wonts foreseen, an aptitude to devise.

Eventual dependence facilitates longer acceptance?

Linger on false equivalencies, like worth and due.

Inherent or inherited, the urge to atomize, label?

Emphasize the least consequential, but constantly.

Finished wondering about everything, but how much?

Against is as effective as that which can be gone.

Going already, or is it a habit of indecisiveness?

Aside from the rest, as if it ensures assuredness.

Indebted, ultimately, in order to sustain beliefs?

Necessarily inclined to relay causes to posterity.

[October 01-31, 2021]

So the focus, once again, returns to a yearn point in time, in truth, arbitrary, but conveniently so, necessarily learned, and put to use with interest, ceded accordingly for a purpose considered noblest especially for minds honed in on only preservation reserved as is artificially natural, on only a few instances, identifiable, but aleatory, so studied, tinkered to the point that the drive becomes worn, yielding expected results without any explication.

Courses exhausted, tried routes, limited recourses obviated so any logic is twisted into a tiny knot; uttering any possibility other than that tightness leads to scenarios involving obtuse comprehension, derived, moreso than generated, from a limited we.

Because of strained economies, caused and affected essentially for effect, but actually meant to harm collectively, but not entirely, selection is a key objective, as stated above and below, as subjected myriad segments would tend to agree if so informed effectively, but wishes tend to be wistful, whims.

Enhanced experiences, if even at all within reach, need first the means, in order to withstand a base tenet, whereas no principles can but produce none, instead of applying a pressure not to squeeze out, restoring not the retried or untrue; leave comfort extenuated, so then opportunities suddenly abound, least surely lightens the load, lessens the clench yoked around a will, tensing the sight to dimness.

Situations have to be acknowledged as accumulation obduration, or, simply, surely reversible, habits.

[2021/09/01-30]

Determined to stomp out any act related to reason, energized incongruously by dynamic self enervation tempered through a constant trod toward no thought reminiscent of any inkling like acquired knowledge introduced simply, if possible by living together, thinking, while not existing just merely to oppose understandable attempts at reaching for any accord susceptible to the apparently elusive commonality.

Otherwise, what other wisdom could so inspire a we reset, a hard turn around, in any other direction?

Withstanding all the staving off of not one's self happens to be a needed outcome to come out of mind atrophy, but how can conscious efforts shrug aside theatrics that entice, assertions so overwhelming.

Isolate the wayward impulses, until they are plain surfaces that flatten out particular circumstance.

Define once again, and make it an endless question extended so far into wonder that curiosity abounds tetherless, yet ever aware of the original tension rooted, but not so deep so as to become concealed, impossible to decipher, or even devoid of purpose, meaning, or indicative of its scope, one does hope even with earnest, in, at its core, consideration, nestled as any pressure that exudes calm pondering treated with an impetus catalyzing no impassivity, answerable only in the sense that it can but guide loosely, shedding off especially withered facades.

That the verse remains terse implies unwillingness over letting go of discernible obvious advantages.

Understand, then, when access to exception becomes synonymous to no choice but to finally give it up.

[August 01-31, 2021]

Conundrums are the norm, a lack of clarified deeds abound, any attempt to build becomes an opposition necessarily justified because otherwise it is not.

Abjective, in no sense that could sound objective.

Synergies are the tendency to tug the gut, singly, overcome with mixed motions the turbulence becomes cyclical, replacing steps with a constant barrage, intersections more obviously revealing the intent, especially suited to convey mostly the differences throughout the arrays, as if we can only emphasize yesterday, as if it were equivalent to factuality.

Better, of course, to apportion the racked essence extrapolated accordingly, to strained specificity.

Whenever the determination wavers, there is always incomprehension directed at any other possibility, turns of heads, misdirection, instead of switching habits that might shift or adapt according to sums over herd behavior, seeking feats more like actual understanding each otherness as one's self, beyond tacitness, that quality best resolved as together.

So be ever wary of the concerted effort to purloin occasions that can be used to bolster a continuum, causes carried off, not out, only valid as a trade interposed as patrimony but exclusive just to few, about the gist as much as an allusion approximates being present, when presence does not require more inability to empathize so much as a capacity to be linked, acknowledgedly so and even conscious of it insomuch as the negation of its condition is null, thoughtless but willfully so, obdurate but docile, yet eager to set limits on the scope of existence?

[2021/07/01-31]

Why not shift a focus on smaller steps, not simple extrapolations, as if any senses could be captured by predicting patterns based on acquired habitats, sampled in order to consume rather than to accept.

Benefiting from an acknowledgement of connections, understood as mutual and yet understandably loose, the key being beholden only to unrestricted binds.

Taught to be taut, when the fist opens up, readily hastened, when the need coincides with the willing effort, but not without the energy of the impulse.

Knowingly, the passage will mostly resemble lapses in the conscious recognition of oneself, reflected namely for the sake of providing indications, some denominations meant to pinpoint specific meanings.

Therewith definitions slide off the lighter frames headed, yet with questions as to a precise purpose assumed to be attributable, toward limited formats tensed often enough to establish a custom, a bind.

About the capacity to transform needs into wanting regenerated completely, with but impetus leftovers extenuated unto accumulations, cluttering volumes.

Keeping on with that fixation on accrued rationale inculcated, because what develops outside its self needs at least an other else it does not propagate delimited actions as far or fair as you can reach.

So senses are not at fault, if equipped with sense especially cognizant, yet not exclusively inclined nor invested in such tightly summarized reasonings seemingly slanted so as to cause slippery abandon, excising roots, like those, resembling principles.

[2021/06/01-30]

Is the struggle now as to seem to be at the seams? So as to mutter such precise words only to muddle. The indicators are meant to cater only to clashes. Heterogeneous capacities whittled down so orderly. Exemptions based on exceptions require no burdens. Can any undertaking ever exist without overtaking? Latched onto the push and pull loop automatically. Emphasis on the wanting dissuades any actual need. Against has since then become a standard reaction. Restive the gauge by which any action gains worth. Since when has impermanence been a steady anomaly? Capabilities subordinated to fixated expectations. Aspirations are suddenly unbalanced limitlessness. Leaning on the learning could prevent the burning. Especially if the knowledge applied is thoughtful. Taught to mind results in more considerate action? Heed then that conscious tug to pull but together. Eased into the lightness of the dissipated weight. Occulted due to the crush of the rush or the hush. Nearly would preferably be replaced by being next. Everywhere has become anywhere and thusly nowhere? When an exclusive trait becomes elusive rationale. Havens are then fleshed out as an outermost layer. Incomprehensible when assigned a guise so limited. Constancy must retain a fluid honesty to be saner. How can an understanding overcome finite thoughts? Withstood generally due to overwhelming impulsion. Averaged out for the sake of immediate expedience. Insistence can only betray even that hidden heart. Turned over on itself like an opposing refraction. Since when does the wondering lead us to inaction?

[2021/05/01-31]

A question not requiring answers deserves thinking about the lacks that allow for the absent evidence not only to flow but even grow and so, to flourish on the basis of making sounds meant to be speaking yet never manage to fulfill their foremost purpose which may well be replacing a void with substance.

Far reach improbabilities are proffered up instead as would be solutions to the management of essence fabricated specifically to become an exchange rate that is freely interchangeable, with a restriction best summarized as being complicit to that opacity serving as a definition of a pattern of behaviors.

How then does the connecting impulse begin to push aside enough that a side is formed against another and as a result that is not, with in ousted by out in a rush to crush as much as could be interpreted but without the rigor necessary to even be genuine curiosity that with clarity rattles any certainty.

What is a goal if not to comb meaning out of sight with pondering or wondering before just concluding that your most wanted wish is not simply the bias, hovering around then covering up displaced sectors developed in eventuality and corraled by attitudes concentrated enough to be formalized as precedent.

A success measured by the amount of abled division and furthermore unhindered in its intent to engulf all the aspects that could otherwise be considered shared spaces within time, must of course reawaken the version of conflict which includes reconciling always with a conviction to reinstate commonality.

[2021/04/01-30]