(in Barcelona, Spain) 2010-05-12
I suppose an interesting question would be in effect: is there a possible positive channel through which to divert all this accumulated disdain? believe me when I say to you I didn't get to here by my own will or in the very least I didn't plan it that is to say I didn't wake one day and say to myself: what can I do to complicate my situation? but it's obvious my decisions were the steps which led me to now and here and every which whatnot who knew who could tell that I would be forced to feel dumb for not being cunning enough able enough to kick harder or strike back at all. perhaps it's getting old, gut scraping mumble therapy, subversion riff where's the mirror big enough to reveal that other path, the one that might lead to calm “waiting for the patience”
[Originally posted on Wednesday, July 14, 2010.]